2:16 AM.

Travel the world. That's what I would do if I had the money. Wait not just the money...that's what I would do if I didn't have any responsibilities, or any obligations. "Fuck responsibilities, fuck obligations." That's what I would say if I was a bum... or an anarchist, both of which, I am not. I'm just a pretty average guy who has responsibilities and obligations and wants to travel the world. I am pretty much the same as anybody else. Well not really. Not all people want to travel the world. Some are pretty contented with their lives. Some just want to stay secluded to the life they have been used to. Anyway, what sets me apart from the billions of people in Earth? I have no idea. How about you? Do you have an answer for that question? If you do, make sure it's not a cliche about being unique and all. As weird and as peculiar as you are, you may actually have a counterpart in some other part of the world.

I am going nowhere with this nonsense. Is this what they call a train wreck? Sure feels like it. You started with an idea, an inspiration, a motivation... and you end up crashing. I'm not drunk. I never get drunk. Let's just say I haven't reached that level of barfing and crawling yet. Tipsy, yes, but not right now. I'm sober. I'm not high, either. I don't smoke that. I don't even smoke at all. Di rin ako sumisinghot noh. Masakit masyado sa ilong. Ayan na, nag-Tagalog na ako. Nak ng tokwa. Galing-galing ko na mag-english, napa-Tagalog pa ako. Haha labo ko talaga. I guess I'm really going nowhere with what I'm writing. I'm plainly writing jibberish. But who cares? This is my blog. I can pretty much write any goddamn thing here. Ops di ako galit. Mukha lang, pero hindi. Haha. See? May "Haha"... ibig sabihin, di galit. 

Wait, are you still reading? Wala na talaga mapupuntahan yung entry na toh. To think of it, when I was considering of writing an entry awhile ago, I was really aiming to write about my dreams of exploring the world; on the places I would like to go to, and how would I go to them. Dati nung bata ako, gusto ko lang talaga pumunta sa States, the land of milk and honey. Di ako masyadong interesado sa Asian countries noon. Eh taga-Asia na nga ako eh kaya dapat unahin ko muna yung Western side ng mapa, diba? Sorry, colonial mentality ang may kasalanan yan. Habang patanda naman ako, nagkaroon na ako ng appreciation sa Asian countries eh. Mas maganda pala yung vibe ng Asian countries. Parang chill lang. Ngayon naman, mas nagfofocus na ako sa Philipines. Gotta love your own country, ika nga. Sa ngayon, the top 3 places I want to go to are: Sagada, Kalinga, and Ilocos Norte. I wanna experience the provincial liiiife. What was Belle thinking? Provincial life is da bomb. Why search for something more than provincial life, when what lies beyond that is plainly just pollution and chaos? Siguro nasasabi ko lang toh kase taga-ciudad ako. I  guess I would be thinking the opposite if I had lived in the province. I guess I'm just having a wanderlust syndrome of sorts; a yearning to just escape from the industrialized Mecca that is Manila. A thirst for something different in a place of conformity and uniformity. *sigh* I want to travel already, but there's too many things preventing me from doing it... Putek may pasok pa ako mamaya. Alis na nga ako. Haha. Patawad at nasayang yung oras niyo kakabasa. *bow*